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it happend within these walls : words that couldn't be ignored an epiphany of the coming : a vow that couldn't be restored                    (something perfect, it was worth it) there was nothing to be gained its too late... its too late now shes the unexplained was it worth it? somewhere in the darkness : beyond the limits of her vision held the infernal creatures hand : as she made her deathless decision                    (something perfect, it was worth it) reaching out scratching her flesh : crying over the painful sensation agonizing the decision made : looking for and explaination                    (something perfect,

I know what its like, to take a last breath : Following the steps, that were laid by death I can't help, but to look from a distance : And love the pleasure from pain and resistance the flesh agianst my lips : your underneath my skin the savor of a mouthful : i've tasted the sin grinning profusely : he would abuse me taking for granted : the seed that was planted Stretched to the limits, like and elastic band : Captivated in lust, by and unknown hand My cries are like chills, but no one hears me shout : My unease aroused beyond any doubt your flesh against my lips : your warmth against my skin you linger in my mouth : i've tasted you

i'm starring at the wall again shouting words you'll never hear i'm to tired to close my eyes again i'm to affraid to face all my fears i'm walking with my darkend self standing almost hand in hand i have nobody but to blame myself all questions with no answers to demand

I still remember when I loved him I still remember why I loved him I still remember not sleeping because of him I still remember the all the love I gave him And still I remember the way he just turned me away. And there you are, holding her hand. And i'm still trying to understand.